As usual this is my designated nook in this site, the writers column. I’m coming right at you with nothing but disappointment in my heart, it’s so bad I had to scroll for about 5 times looking for this app. It is so bad that now it has turned to self pitty.
Deep breath, 1 2 3… I have a meeting to run to this very afternoon and it’s making me feel better since I have to at least glam up. Let me just wake up and get my coffee and we will see how then the next part of this conversation progresses, I don’t think I have the ability to think straight but I want to write, come spend Friday with me, in writing, just imagine it mentally.
2 cups of coffee and 2 mental break downs later, here I am, it’s been about 3 hours since that last paragraph. I have finally gathered the energy to be outside, thanks to TikTok dance challenges and most especially coffee. I’m meeting my coast friends and also I have a meeting with.a Tanzanian friend too. Really trying to remember those Swahili words because..in Nairobi we sheng our way around.
Someone told me I have cartel behavior and I take it. Well you have to cartel your way around these streets. As the rest of you line up to get on the super metro, I will enjoy being accorded VIP treatment until soon when I get my own personal means. I have things to do, why should I line up for 2 hours while I can just make a call. You know people, friends, thought you should know that.
Also I’m nicely dressed, giving, grown and sexy, but for my sanity today I’m harnessing dark feminine energy, that’s why I wore boots,if you come to me wrongly we deal with you perpendicularly as my math teacher would say. A dash of red Lippie because why not. I need a hug today, those long and warm hugs that leave you feeling calm. I still feel like giving up,but that’s no option. I’ll see you later.
5hours later, well the day went pretty well. And I don’t think I can continue typing. It is said problems shared are half solved and indeed that’s exactly how I feel at the moment, so at ease. Aluta continua tomorrow pals, this was not a good idea after all, now I’ve left you hanging.. Nairobi wewe. Will be home in a few.
