Raw and Deep, No Small Talk.

I’m not even sure of how to start this, but first things first,thank you again for being here, for my consistent readers and those always asking when is the next blog I appreciate you. Truth is, I have a number of saved drafts ,I fear that they are too sensitive, I’m just in my head too much lately, although I like being there in my thoughts. Anywho, welcome to my not just captured but also repetitive thoughts once more, we promised to keep it raw, from this otherRandom catch up,adulting,romance,self love... It is sweeter that way Sensual, beautiful, raw and deep, uh.

The year 2021 is almost done,how would you rate it?How is adulting taking you? I hear that adults are being spanked more than children lately. As a matter of fact just smack it.No comment,but wait ,Let’s say it’s the simple pleasures of being an adult consenting and communicating your needs,you do you.Is your financial , emotional, physical,mental and social life in oder or we try again next year.One thing I wanted to do was learn how to swim,it is embarrassing at this age not knowing ,is there hope? One thing I’m certain is that this year has been different from last year and that you have tried to get your adulthood in order, though we fail, we keep on trying. I should say I’m a tad bit close to moving to a new city and starting all over again though.

It is officially short and cute dress season here in 254 ,but you can carry an oversized sweater and charger just incase. It’s that holiday season where you go to out to buy bread and return two weeks later,does that happen or it’s another Kenyan rumor. I wish to experience that. It is the holiday too where you get to meet new members of the family, could be a child or a spouse and also time where standards are set. For the singles all they keep hearing is “bado”. Lord give you strength and endurance this year. One day one time things will work out or not because it’s not a guarantee and probably you just don’t want.Good thing is that, having a spouse or kid is a personal choice. Some of us will choose to travel just to escape all that holiday shebang and I feel like I’m in this category this year. I wouldn’t mind a new years kiss though,is that too much to ask, hopeless romantic. But as we said if we die we die, we are not giving up on Love right? “Aki mapenzi wewe”

Let’s talk social media, how long have you ever gone without using your WhatsApp, Instagram and Facebook or even TikTok. I tried deleting my social media apps and it only lasted me about 10 hours 7 of which i was asleep. The fear of missing out is real, although I don’t know missing out on what really. It’s crazy once you are on Instagram for example ,and you find someone of interest, it’s over for you,you get hooked you start looking up what they were doing and talking to in 2013,dip dive with no end you can only snap out of it to come back to reality. Keeping on checking for that dot on Whatsapp to alert of a new status after every 10 minutes or how many people have viewed your status and especially that person you had targeted maybe. It’s a crazy type of high that needs to be tamed, also keep cautious of what you put out there,like it or not, it is a direct reflection of your mind. Spread some good vibes ,some memes too, a cute picture of you,it is not bad to show your existence. For those that don’t like to post for fear that they are showing off ,you do you too,no judgement either.

It is officially a political season in Kenya. Normally I don’t like to write about it here but we can’t ignore it. I have a lot to say on this but one thing for sure,that we youths want, is to be able to do our hustling peacefully for our basics,get shmoney, network,travel too without limitations in every corner of the country, because let’s be honest them creating employment for all of us is probably scam or not who knows? Bread and circuses’ simply,just make our every day life possible ,then go do the circuses,unfortunately we are at ‘Divide and conquer’ into us and them rewarding and punishing accordingly. Well,for the youth leaders aiming for a seat,all the best,be impactful when elected,do as promised. I still want to be by the lakeside next year,for some sun ,the mountain can be too cold you know.

They say bad things come in threes. Phone is broken, your relationship is over and your step dad has kicked you out of the house. Can it get any worse? Then you get a text from an old homie asking you to send her 200 shillings for her twins food, the baby daddy already abandoned her,and you wonder what sought of life is this. One of the best things I have learnt is the saying “this too shall pass” sometimes in life you ride on a high forgetting that you will have to ride on a low too. The tides of life. Which ever point you are in life remember that it shall come to pass, problems do not last and neither do good times like reading this piece.