Well, I really want to inspire someone out there today. It is said the moon shines even when it is not full. I would say I’m crescent shaped at the moment and my light is so bright, I wonder how it will get when I’m full or maybe gibbous. Okay I’m overthinking, let’s get back to why every little thing matters, because it does.

I have been in a good number of forums, observed and learnt so much I’m entirely grateful. I have always had strong convincing, that I meant to be hosting conversations that matter, giving myself and fellow peers a platform to shine, to express and stamp their worthiness. To be a great Author and Speaker. The truth is, connections matter a lot and I dare say, my dream to provide a platform and to be the best host, or to even write,would not be possible if I entrusted it to someone.

I have made a good number of proposals for support but no feedback even, ghosted and left for dead. I have applied for jobs you guy! got me wondering or maybe I’m just not meant for employment. I have made progress being called in for interviews and after, I end up feeling like I should have toned down my aspirations and dreams. Every little thing you do matters. That is one thing that has been ringing on my mind consistently and diligently.

I’m at that part of the story where one really went through the hardships, the crying, sleepless nights, fear and even rejection. This is not the blog I tell you how I overcame all the struggle, this is the blog to let you know exactly that’s the place I am. Finding my voice, my space , squeezing in just as the bus comes to the corner.

I try and convince myself daily that these ideas God put in my mind are merely just thoughts, no. I can’t be out here tossing and turning thinking about my goals and aspirations , just because I’m sleepless. They have to mean something, the rejections are just no’s to the big yes in waiting. This is to let you know that whatever you are doing, keep on, it matters. We are in this together and it will definitely pay off.

I read somewhere that, you have to be willing to suck, being the best at something doesn’t just come, you have to be bad at it, perfect it till it’s better and eventually great. Be willing to suck and to fail. I’m not the best at what I do yet, definitely closer than I was yesterday. Get up please, don’t despair.