You ever craved for a conversation so bad, you,even hang around your WhatsApp waiting to see if a message will pop up but nada. Nothing at all, no one is thinking or even considering texting you a simple good night. So what you do is just hold on to your phone overthink till the mind can’t anymore and you slowly drift away to sleep.

You ever craved for someone to just show interest in you but they never do as a mater of fact the go right ahead and blue tick ,like you never exist in their frame of life. You crave for them so bad till one day you realize that actually you don’t like them anymore and as soon as that happens they are blowing your inbox asking the same question you asked yourself a million times why do you blue tick them.

You ever wished someone would understand you so much so that your silence is loud to them. Craving understanding but the society stereotypes are way to deep, for you to convince them otherwise. You are even supposed to not like or enjoy having money for you to be seen as different from the rest of your tribe, for example. Craving understanding from someone who doesn’t understand themselves untill one day you get tired and don’t care anymore and they come back crawling slowly after the world has taught them that,to each their own and tribe has nothing to do with it.

You ever loved someone so selflessly only for them to sleep with one of your close friends and blame it on alcohol and you wonder what is really the correlation between being drunk and choosing to have sex with not anyone else but your friend, as if there wasn’t already something building up before. You love someone who betrays you. You leave ,heal and move on with life only for them to come back nagging you to take them after realizing they lost a gem and they were awfully stupid and insensitive.

As it is said, if wishes were horses.. Every single time you wish,crave or even love unreciprocated, it goes down to you. You are the only person that can save you. Nobody is coming. You talk to yourself politely,say a prayer as your goodnight wish.Love and understand yourself a little bit better everyday, be self sufficient. Be patient with thyself. Forgive thyself for You did not know better but now You do.